today wake up damn early..
830am..
sms my choir IC...
actually dun wanna sing for choir 2day..
partly coz i am veri tired...
and oso becoz of my leg..
but in the end i still went lo..
coz already promise my IC to sing le..
so went la..
service is great.
pastor ulf.
*ulf is pronounce as oaf... not wolf!!!!*
haha!!
sat on stage...
haha!!!
and he laid hands on the choir..
whOo~
and we fall..
=)
ok~ shall nt bored u all with all these..
but what i can say is..
i enjoy it..!
okok..
tell u all something interesting...
today, i was late for choir...
reached at 11am..
saw Michelle at staircase tryin veri hard to put on her makeup,,
den she said tat her makeup kit was lost..
so have to come and borrow frm ppl...
and she is in a rush..
and thus forget to put on lipstick..
den on the way out...
she asked me for mine..
but i left everything at hme...
den we went on stage..
stood in front of her initially....
den we were talkin n talkin..
den she keep askin ard for lipstick..
and suddenly she came up with this funny idea of wanting to KISS ME!!!!
just to get some lipstick frm me...
haha!!~
we acted to kiss not just once but twice..
haha!
imagine..
standin on stage..
and wanted to Kiss!!! wahhaha!!~
2gals somemore!!!
whOo!!!
Britney and Madonna...
Yanzi and Liang Jing Ru,
Tanya and Liang Jing Ru..
nw...
Victoria and Michelle...
hahaha!!!~
but anyway..
we didnt...
haha!!!~
okok....
*Leng, SORRY!!! haha!!*
=x
whole cell grp gt scolded today...
duno what happen...
everybody were late...
haiz..
anyway..
after service went home....
and rotx....
went for dinner...
and had 1 of my fave dish...
Yam Ring...
den go hme...
chatted with Xingzuan juz nw...
talk abt this person..
shall name the person X....
and the other as Y...
X went all the way to duno where jux to buy beancurd for Y..
and went all the way to another place jus to pass Y the beancurd....
just becoz Y wans to eat...
X & Y used to be couple...
but they have broken up..
but months later...
X asked fer a patch and did a lot of things to get Y back...
all those things tat X have done..
indeed is veri touchin..
i doubt anyone will be so cold hearted and feel nothing...
den suddenly...
she asked...
" if he, let he be W, were to do all this to u and ask u back.. what will be ur ans? "
i gave her a definate and strong...
NO...
not becoz i wanna act strong...
but it is becoz i am already too weak to throw myself in to a fire...
but it is becoz i have realise that he is not who i want...
indeed he is realli veri gd at handling with gals...
all i need is someone who is nice to me..
and not someone out there tryin to hurt me so deeply...
indeed i am veri hurt by whatever things that have happen..
but i will not dwell on it..
coz nw i realise it is not at all worth it..
had shed tears and even bite myself..
useless..
i am now pickin myself up bit by bit..
i believe, there will be a day whereby W will be totally off my mind..
and W will be none other den just like a passenger that have board the bus and alight after 5mths...
and frm then on..
we become just like any passer-bys on the street...
bye, W..
having the thought of being stayin as veri gd frenx is juz so naive..
coz i dun think none of us wanna take the first step...
yeap...
ok..
enuf of all these..
if nt later Leng n Xingzuan read le..
den they sad...
haha!!!~
Leng, i still love u.~haha!!!~
as for Xingzuan...
thanks for approvin me n Leng...
haha!!~
`* a heart that is shattered into million of pieces can never be mended back into its original shape anymore....
no matter what is done..
the evidence of the cracks will still be so visible..
and it will never be a perfect heart anymore..
Perfect Love will then become a history.....*`